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Kee Suyin is leaving for spain soon for 2 weeks, and she's leaving me =(. Gonna miss her awesome presence and smile sigh... moving on

Well I decided to do something on our 2nd month celebration before she leaves, so instead of the usual dinners, movie or parks. I am gonna cook =P right at my house (yes I know I can't cook for nuts, but give me some credit lar)

November 28 - 2010
So today I had to drop by cold storage to get the grocery for tomorrow's dinner, haha I din't know just a few ingredients I'd buy could cost me a bomb xD, but I just want an awesome dinner and time with her, and that's all that counts, so I dragged 2 peeps of mine to teach me how to cook (i'll be honest I needed to learn haha) and buy the stuff needed. Thanks a million. You know who you guys are <3. suck ="S" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ieeOi_LwxPA/TPQImrXt6TI/AAAAAAAABWI/aMTMZ3jwKpY/s1600/DSC01188.JPG">


November 29 - 2010
SO, I'm finally finished with my final paper this morning, I had to rush for a few more errands to get prepared for tonightt and went straight to collect the flowers for her. I remember giving her a few small roses on our 2nd date when we'd meet...well this batch is kinda bigger? =S... and I hope you like it Suyin =)
7.36pm
Just gettin all the preparations ready, chopped the vegetables, done doing the salmon flavours =D it smells gooooood, lets hope when I grill it, it won't taste nasty or get overcooked =P, got the place and setting ready with the candles =).

dint get pics for the desert though =S, im pretty proud of myself considering I havent cooked before and it wasn't a fail hahaha, hope you liked it baby =).

To make everything perfect, she appeared =)
...and the best moment was when I opened the gifts she got me, it just somehow made me cry and felt so special to have met such a wonderful and amazing person like her....she wrote notes everyday about thoughts of me for every single day in Spain, she bought me a new bb cover for the one I broke, she got the amazing handmade picture frame.

Thank you for everything <3, you make my life wonderful.

It's been pretty long since I blogged, abit rusty on writting =P, but i'll try and get back around it again... anyways

Today, I got home early after having a nice burger with John at Las Vacas, he and baby are having their exams tomorrow. So probably just stay home and sleep early.

so as I was going through facebook, John sent me pictures of myself, that randomly pop on "facebook" or so he says, pictures of who I use to be.

Seeing myself get to where I am now, has been quite an amazing and long journey. I remember the high school times where I use to care so much about my image and how I am in school, probably trying to be something i'm not =P haha.

The people i've met throughtout my highschool life and those who've been with me till now, are amazing as well.

but...

the downside that got me feeling down tonight, were the people in the pictures that I use to be close with and love. Deep inside me I still love them, but what sucks is how they look at you thinking how you've changed and be such a? how should I put it.....you peeps should get it?
I sometimes blame myself for my stupid actions i've done to give people an impression of me like that.

Seeing how these people use to care and be there for me no matter what, they seem to have just gone?...how I miss them alot, if only you guys knew how valuable you are to me.

they are just faces, which I greet and leave now. all the good times we use to have, how I wish things could turn out different...but life works that way, friends come and go..everyone has their college life and paths to lead on.

still deep inside me, I care, I really do. If only people know how I feel, if only I could talk to someone, hearing my insides and how it shouts

and to the one person who I use to treat so close to me like a bestfriend, I don't think I can face you or talk to you for quite awhile, because if I do, it makes it worse. Its best I avoid you till then...its for the best.

signing off

Bro your turning 18, as time flys really quickly, i'm glad I got to celebrate this day with you =) HOPE YA LIKE YOUR WHIP CREAM AND CAKE ON FACE =P

Hello peeps =), it's been far too long since I blogged, life's good at the moment, assignments are starting to pile in like a bitch in sunway lol, but I get through every week with the mates around haha.

Well screw that, anyways today imma blog about this amazing and sweet girl who took me out on a very special date, this is the first time I got taken on a date btw!! =D. To be exact I met her just a month ago and waiting to see her every single week is just an excitement.

So yesterday she took me out to so many places that I think I lost count =S, she wouldn't want to tell me about the restaurant name or where it was till we got there, and so the dinner place ended up in Lot 10. The Dinner place was called Teeq, the view from there was sort of amazing I thought, I kinda liked the environment ( Some pics I took from KL blogspot since I din't take any).


The main point is, she makes every single one of my outings amazing and yesterday she really surprised me with what she did, and up to now i'd look forward to always seeing this special person. Because she can brighten up someone and she'd always manage to make me smile, last night was amazing, thank you